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I am numb as the frigid winter cold
My tears drown souls and flood countries
Burn my existence with hot coal, beg me to scream
Slice the soles of my feet with lead, chain my wrists to the sky
Rip out my black heart, throw it to the buzzards, watch them feast
I walk on water
I am jesus
Leave me to rott in my ever growing iscolation
Beg me to speak
Cut out my tasteless tounge, shred it, make me bleed
Watch my bones break and crumble to nothing
I want you to hear me choking on death
Feel my presence when you sleep
Dance on top of my lifeless corpse
Laugh in my face
You are a clown
Starve me, beat me and watch me struggle
Crack my skull, grind my brains, eat my flesh
You are a canible
Hear my silent shriek for help
You cannot listen
Sew my ears shut
Pierce my skin with infected needles
I want to live
Drag me underneath to hell
Burn my soul and die with me
Blind my eyes
I cannot see
Nothing can compare to this solitude
Bruise my wrists
Twist them tighter
Darken my existing scars
I am the devil
Blacken my lips
Make them bleed
This is the taste of evil
Stain my face with black tears
Darken my eyes with hate
Cry, weep in your own sorrow
Thirst after my love
It is gone
My words cry echos for miles
The mountains ears bleed darkness
Cover the sky in red
I want to feel
Make me plead for my life
I do not want to live
Hate me forever
I am a witch
Hurt me, i cannot feel anything
Bruise my body, it is ugly
Slap my face, leave red imprinted on it
I love hands
Peel the skin from my back
Grate my spine
Make soup from the remains of my existence
Drink it like you’re starving
Crave me like love
Miss me forever
Cut open my heart
Watch my breath escape
Catch it
Save it for later
Inhale me every night
Sleep beside me
I am in your thoughts
I leave nothing beind
Destroy everything i love
All i’ve ever known
I am a monster
I am numb as the distant fog
I cannot speak no further
I hate you she screams
I hate you she says
I hate you she whispers
You cannot hear
Fearless, you walk away
Disappear
Vanish
Gone now
And
Forever.